Saturday, February 04, 2006
i dreamt from shape-changing clouds. it changed from one small bubble to some foriegn faces. the analysis behind this dream? my uncle told me that clouds symbolises the brain, the subconsicence.
it says the fickle-minded soul and the disturbed thoughts. that's totally bingo man. adding to it, i am bothered about what people thinks about me and on the other side i wouldnt wanna care. total shagged with all these thoughts
danny said before, for all who sin against you are jealous of your everything. the will power is important to fight away all these evil doings. for i did not sin against those who did, what did i do to deserve this.
my open prayer, for those who sin against me, unintentionally or had reasons behind. may they gain the wisdom and forgiveness from lord.
i am tired of all these. can i just lead a simple life? leave me alone. no matter how messed up my life is? it's my life afterall, i made my own decisions; i aint born to smile like a clown at every living beings and please everyone.
leave me alone.
amen.
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